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09 June 2011 @ 11:39 pm

   Okay, so i'm just reading some post i made and realized how stupid some are, so please just dismise them! I dont like them but i have a great story i want to post. I just got a new computer so when i get it all set up i'll post.

$!/<3r <3


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Current Music: silence
06 May 2011 @ 10:42 pm

Tommy's POV

       "Babyboy!" I exclaimed as Adam walked into my dressing room. I was getting ready, finishing with my blackened lipps. He just smiled and waved at me as he kicked out the rest of the band. They grumbled, tired and hungry as always, but listined to there boss. "What's up?" I asked once everyone was out and the doors were locked. I raised an eyebrow as the big locked clicked into place, leaving a slight hum of silence over the room. I put down the brush i was using and turned to him, suprised to find him already drapped over the couch. He was staring at me with half lidded eyes, lust filling them. "Need something?" I asked, putting up a cocky image. He laughed and nodded. "Whatcha need?" I asked softly, going over to sit on his lap, trying not to jump as something, the glambulge of course, poked my ass. Haha, the glambulge, i love Adam's fans. They made names for everything.
         "Your so pretty Tommy," Adam whispered softly. I blushed at those words. Words people all over the world have told me, but coming from Adam. This was different, this was my Adam telling me that. It ment more that just being pretty. "With that little blush on your milky skin," Adam whispered.
      "Stop it, adam." I whispered, but i didn't mean it.
      Adam seemed to smirk, pressing a kiss on my lips. "Act like a pretty kitty on stage, and you might get a treat." Adam winked and left, leaving me confused and slightly hard.
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Current Mood: inspired
Current Music: disney channel playing in my room...
29 August 2010 @ 07:06 pm
          "Come on Tommy,were going to go buy you a guitar okay?"Adam mutterd lovingly at Tommy,petting his head between his ears.After had going to Monte's,Adam took Tommy back to his house.After giving him a small tour and had told Tommy he would have to sleep in his room since he hadent bought him a bed.After Tommy jumping on it and curlling up,Adam had gone to the couch and was almost asleep when Tommy started screaming.A bad dream left him crying and trashing until Adam came in.And now they layed,curled up in the king sized bed.Tommys legs slid inbetween Adams,getting closer until he touched a sensitve spot.
            "Okay,"Tommy yawned,releaving two small fangs,on the top and bottom of his jaw.Adam had a flash,those fangs percing his neck.Those eyes staring at him with lust.Those pretty hands..."Are you okay?"Tommy asked.Tommy tuched Adams forehead,tiping his head to the side.
          "Um..ya."Adam mutterd,pulling away from Tommy.
         "Are you sure?"Tommy asked,crawling up to Adam."MAybe i can help."Tommy purred,his hands wraping around Adams waist,pulling him close.Tommy smirked,his hand sliping to his own boxers,touching the small bump."And you can help me..."Adam opend his mouth to talk,but Tommy slid his toung into it before he could.It wasent a kiss,more of a lick.Then another..and another.Adam pushed Tommy back into the bed,stradiling him.
         "We can help eachtoher,"Adam growled,rocking his body fowared.Tommy let out a groan,nodding quickly.Another jerk,another cry.
             "Adam..Adam...please."Tommy begged,his hands reaching to help himself.Adam growled,smaking the hands away,replacing them with his toung...
            "Adam!"Tommy cried.Adam looked up,seeing darkness.Everything cleared and tommy sat there,looking at Adam.
        "I was dreaming."Adam breathed,still feeling the heat inbetween his legs.He didnt care if tommy was still watching him,he reached into his boxers and solved the small problem.
          "Um...Adam?"Tommy shifted unconfterbly.Adam looked up,teasing the tip as he did.His eyes dropped,looking at Tommy with a lazy smile as his hand speed up."Adam."Tommy said again,trying to get up.Instead he fell off the bed and into the bed,tangled in blankets.Adam cursed,jumping off the bed and helping Tommy.Tommy giggled,falling into the bed ontop of Tommy.
         Adam looked into his coffee colored eyes wishing he was a bit more grownup so he could...No bad Adam...No more dirty Tommy thoughts...
         "Tommy...wanna go buy a bass today?"Adam asked,hugging the Neko.Tommy looked up and nodded with wide eyes.
          "Master loved music,he new how to play bass.I asked to learn but he laugh and slaped me."Tommy pouted,rubbing his cheek.
            "Oh honey!Dont worry,i have a few friends that i can call to show you."Adam kissed Tommys cheek and closed his eyes,sighing."Go to sleep babe,in the morning we can go."

     "Glitters,wake up."Adam wisperd in Tommys ear.Tommys tail found Adams arm and curled around it,meowing."Dont make me do this."Adam teased.Tommys ears perked up but the Neko made no move to get up."Okay,but rember...You made me do this."Adam whisperd,reaching for the clear bottel filled with black and silver contents.Adam took the lid off,purring it all over Tommys body,keeping it away his face though.When the bottle was almost empty,Adam giggled and pored it into his hand.Taking a deep breath,and blew the glitter into Tommys face.
        Tommy sqeaked,blinking and sneazing uncontralably.Adam snapped the ready phone,taking a picture of the cute boy."Glitter."Tommy scoled.
          "Glitters,"Adam said,smiling."Here you go babe."Adam handed Tommy a pair of silver jeans,a black and silver Tokio Hotel tee and new black creepers."Go change,leave the glitter,and lets get going.We need to buy you a bass,more clothes,a cell phone,i pod,a few magazins for you to see whats up.And a laptop too!And ofcourse you need more shoes..."
        "Adam!"Tommy whined.He sat up,pulling off the baggy shirt with Adam Lambert in the front and pulling on the tee."Your making my head hurt again."Tommy pouted again,now pulling on the jeans over his breifs,then the creepers.Adam sighed,going through his jewrly tossing random necklasses and braclets that when with Tommys clothes.
         "You wanted to be my kitty."Adam teased,handing him the last two objects.First a necklass with half a hear saying Mine.Second the collor that made them meet.Tommy perked up at the collor,putting it on.
         "Whats the mine for?"Tommy asked,following Adam to kitchen,were Adam started cooking breakfast.
         "Your mine babe,"Adam said."I got it from hottopic,though its real sliver."Adam fliped the pancack he was cooking,then floping it infront of tommy above a plate.
              "Thank you,Adam!"Tommy sqealed,looking at the food hungrly.He picked it up,getting the syrup from the side and making it into a taco form.
Adam laughed.
18 August 2010 @ 07:31 pm

            I just bought a new manga called Loveless read it,trust me.It is cute,hot,awesome and a anime so if you rather watch it you can.There are(I think) nine books.It is a great story about a twelve year old boy trying to find out who killed his brother...(dum dum dum)<-----that was retarted but whatever.Im just bored and staring at the book and half talking to my mom so this is the reasult.I really like the boy,Loveless.He's cute with small fluffy ears and a long tail but with Neko like features.Thats it :D
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Current Mood: kkinda just all of it
Current Music: Closer-Nine inch nails and my mom talking on the phone
18 August 2010 @ 02:29 pm

       It was going to be a oneshot but i wanted to make it as fluffy as i could :D And sorry for whats going to happen to Tommy :(

                 "Wow,"Tommy breathed.He looked at the big punk store,smiling from ear to ear."This is so...wicked!"He jumped on Adams back,kissing his cheek.After buying him the colar and getting them both food,Adam took Tommy to the closed Hottopic.Adam patted Tommys head,between his fluffy ears.
                   "Take off the hoddie,if anyones ask we'll say there clip ons,k?I've seen people with freaking fangs and paws,nothing out of the ordenary here."Adam giggles,rembering when(and still is)him.Tommy jumped of Adams back and nodded,pushing down his hood,fixing his fring."Go find something pretty will you?"Adam gave Tommy a slight push,walking in a diffrent direiction.Adam took out  his phone,pressing the number two and call.
                "Adam fuking Lambert! What the hell do you want know?"Monte snapped.
                 "Okay,im sorry."Adam mutterd,glancing at Tommy as he ran a shaking hand over creepers."Can you come over later?We gotta talk about the band and i wanna show you my new Neko."Adam smiled as Tommy turned,searching for Adam,a big shoe box under his arm."Please!Im at hottopic with Glitterbaby right now,how about we meet at my house in an hour?"
                 "Sure,see ya."
                "Thanks,Monte.Love ya,bye."Adam hung upand going over to Tommy."Are those the creepers you saw?"Adam asked,petting Tommy's hair.Tommy nodded,holding them out for Adam to see. They were up to the knee with about three inch heel and bluckels on the side over the shiny matirale."There pretty honey.What eles do you want?You know what,you need some jeans,jckets,shoes and jeans.Plus necklasses,rings,bookbags..."'
                 "Adam,your making my head hurt."Tommy pouted.Adam apoligezied then started picking out clothes.After buying earings,rings,t-shirts,and gloves at Hottopic,both guys hit the store next door.After buying Tommy some normal guy jeans and skinnies from the girl section(they recived a few stares)the started walking to the car.Adam spotted a papperat hidding behind a car,snapping the camera.Adam let of of Tommys hand,instead walking just next to him like a friend.
                "Tommy,pull up your hood,carefull not to move your ears,just look down and act like were just friends."Adam told the Neko in a low hush tone that sent shivers down Tommys spin.He felt weired...his insides were burning in a way they never had and a very privete part was hurting in a slightly good way.Tomm nodded and followed as Adam said,not questiong him.Adam saw the papprazie advance,about five more with him."There are people following me,trying to get a picture of us,or a video.If they get to close and you feel weired with them close,just tell me.Dont speak to them and if you really have to,say your my...bassist,k?"Adam took a step closser to Tommy,looking for his car.It was  across the street,a papprate already behind it.
             "Come here,"Adam said,hooking his arm over Tommys,crossing the street quickly.The papprazie started taking picture,the flash hurting Tommys eyes.He heard them ask over and over fro his name and who he was.
            "Adam,Adam,whos the boytoy?"A pappratz asked,flashing the camera."Is he your new boyfriend,can we see a kiss?"The papprazie started chanting for a kiss,and more started getting all over the car.Adam pushed his way past them and shoved Tommy into the car then himself."Kiss,kiss,kiss,kiss."They started banding on the windows,wanting a kiss.Tommy whimperd,inching closer to Adam.Adam put an arm around Tommy which he curled into and locked eyes with a papartz.
                "You should kiss me,so they'll leave us alone."Tommy mutterd as Adam turned on the car.Adams hand sliped from the wheel,not expecting that one bit.
                "Um..."The raven head had no answer to that but wide eyes.Tommy shrugged,sitting up,wraping his hands around Adams neck,a pressing a small peck on his lips.His toung had darted out and teased the pink flesh of the singer,then pulled away with a blush and pulled his hoddie over his eyes,his ears and tail iching to move.Adam let out a shaky breath and started the gas,leaving the papprazie no choice but to move out the way.
             "Adam,why were they so intrested in you?"Tommy asked,pulling down his pants and hood,reaviling the Neko parts.
             "Im a singer from a big show and a preformer.They think im the next huge thing.Now they follow me everywhere trying to get a picture of the new gay boi in hollywood.After my breakeup a few weeks back,they've been dying to see if i will get a new boytoy."Adam answerd truthfully,taking a right and ending up in Monte's driveway.Adam and Tommy got out,skipping the door and going to the backyard,finding Monte with his little girl playing around.
             "Can i take my hood off now?"Tommy asked heistanily.
             "Oh honey,thats what we're here for!"Adam scoffed,standing behind Monte.Monte turned around and flinched,not expecting his friend to be standing right behind him."Hi,"Adam said brightly.
              "Kiitty!"Monte's little girl cried,running to hug Tommy and pull his tail lightly.Tommy giggled,waving his tail in a teasing matter."Wanna play,kitty?"She pointed to the freisbe.Tommy shrugged,enjoint the inoocent sound of the little girl.He always loved kids,how inoccent and pure they were.He had been like that untill the Master saw him.Monte raised an eyebrow at Adam,his eyes widning as Tommy wagged his tail and moved his ears.
            "You bought a freaking NEKO!"Monte shreicked.Adam nodded with a bright tothey smile and shot Monte a 'im gonna keep him,bitch' glare.Monte sighed,slightly used to his rocker friends...bizarre suprises."We should teach him bass,so he could be in the band.Because i dont think he'll like staying at home while your out preforming and junk."Monte obsserved.

Okay,so im doing another story(non fanfic,a full Nicole built story) so i guess you wont see whats going to happen to tommy until the next one (evil grin)Sorry for any misspells,using my laptop and got no spell check
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Current Mood: artistic
Current Music: Misery Bussiness,Crushcrushcrush-Paromore
17 August 2010 @ 10:58 pm
Have you ever been passionate about something to the point of an obsession? If so, how did it impact the rest of your life? Did you ever (or would you want to) break free?

         Yes i have,three times actully.Twice with a band,once with a singer.,all of them underground stars.First was Tokio Hotel,it lasted fro five monthes stright.I broke free of it becasue of the next obsession,Cinema Bizarre.After they broke up,that made it smaller,then Adam Lambert came back to mind after the AMAs and i am still obsessed.My obsessions are CB and AL and no i do NOT want to break free because i am free!They are great insperation to me and my stories and style and help me out.
17 August 2010 @ 10:46 pm
If your life was made into a movie, who would you want to play the leading role? What about the other major characters in your life?

Cant i play myself?No,eh?I guess the actor would change with the age,but for when i am 17,i want Seleana Gomez,mostly because i look like her.If i could i would ask for Strigy from Cinema Bizarre,who caresim a girl and he's a guy,i love him along with CB so i would love for him to be me.Another major charector is my own charector Silver,who would be played by Shin,also from CB.Silver is my own creation and sadly not true but she is a big part of me :D no one eles will get a bigger role without being me
17 August 2010 @ 10:41 pm
What summer concert would you love to watch from the front row?

Glam Nation Tour aka Adam Lamberts tour.I did go August foruth and acttuly got front row! I loved every second,cried for a large part of it,and came out:
1.partly deaf
2.with a sore throat
3.hurting feet
4.puffy eyes
5.tons of dirt
6.total exuahstion
and i LOVED it.One of the best days of my life,
Thank you God
Thank you Adam
and Thank you Mom for saying "fuck it buy the tickets:D"
Current Location: Living Room
Current Mood: cheerfulrembering Glam Naiton
Current Music: Escape To The Stars-Cinema Bizarre
17 August 2010 @ 10:36 pm
If you could have 10 minutes alone with anyone in the world where you could do or say whatever you wanted without consequences, who would you choose and what would you do?

     Ten mintues can be a long time yet short.Anywhere with anyone?My anywhere is the tallest building in NYC,on the roof,at night.I want to be there,eating a choclate chip cookie and looking at the stars.I want to be with Silver,a charector i use in all my stories i write.I would just say that i love her and have small talk about ramdom stuff.When the timmer hits nine muintes,i want to cubble with her.Though i am not a lesbian,she is practicly like my daughter that is older than i am.I love her with all my heart.I want to touch her silver-blond hair and ask her if she was in all there parts of my story.I want those ten minutes to be over with a hug...
then i would be back in my smallish city and big dreams,once again dreaming for ten more minutes with her.
Current Location: Living Room
Current Mood: sadI want Cimea Bizarre back
Current Music: Escape to the stars-Cinema Bizarre
16 August 2010 @ 11:37 pm
They taped over your mouth,
scribbled the truth with they're lies,
your little spies...

      "Call me,"Magnus had winked at me and handed me a small paper.I opened my mouth to speak but nothing came out.Great,I thought miserably.Now i sat on my bed,head between my legs going over the scene.Dumb Magnus,and were the hell were Jace and Clary?I groaned,falling back on my bed.A small piece of paper with pretty penmanship.I grabbed for my phone,feeling my my stomach do flip-flops.After a few typing and retyping i threw the phone across the room,got up,and stormed out of the institute.I needed air,i needed to forget all about Jace and Clar,and Izzy with her boy-toys and about...
         And about my love for Jace.I needed a distraction,something that will take my mind away from Jace.Someone with spiked glittery hair and catlike eyes...Someone with the name of Magnus.He could help,right?All he wants is a simple fuck anyways,just a plaything to toy with.That's why he let me in when i knocked,that's why he led me straight to his bedroom.That's why i kissed him and pushed him onto the bed.If it meant anything,he would've stopped me,not let me peel his clothes off.He wouldn't have begged for me to keep going.Those moans didn't mean anything,those thrust were just to get off.
        That's why i sit here,on the corner of his bed,feeling like shit.I felt tired and sticky,alone and mad.I wasn't supposed to do that,i was supposed to be at home,waiting forJace to come home.I was supposed to help him clean himself up and fix him,not be in Magnus little condo and feel like i could stay here forever.That whenever i felt like i loved Jace,i could just pound Mag into a wall and make myself forget everything but my name.
          "Alec,come on."Magnus pulled me back into the bed,cuddling next to me."Whats wrong in your little Shadow world now,babe?"He purred softly.
             "Jace..."I couldn't tell him.I had to leave and go see if Jace had comed back.It was almost dawn,he should be,right?I jumped up and started getting dressed,never daring to look into those cat eyes.
              "Jace doesn't need you,hun.He's got Clary.He barley notices your alive,why would you go back?"Magnus hissed,rolling onto his side then getting out of bed.For a second i thought(and hoped)he was going to hug me and kiss me and hold me and say i could stay.I probably would have,i would've done anything to be holded like he holds me.Instead he bumped harshly into my shoulder and went into the restroom."Lock the door behind you,kid.And next time,don't come crying when he don't care again."His eyes flashed with a slight dangerous glint in them and the door closed.I finished getting dressed and ran out the apartment.
               Less than a week later,i found myself knocking on the same door.Dawn was just becoming and sleep caught up with me.I had spent all night roaming the streets unnoticed thanks to a simple rune.As i stepped into the room,his husky/sweet smell."Look who's here."He purred.The sound rang in the empty room and shivers traveled down my spine.I walked slowly to the bedroom,letting my hand brush against the wall."I told you to not to come back crying.I'm not surprised he forgot you already."Magnus hissed.A sharp pain into my back attacked me.It was Magnus behind me,his thumb pressing into a very sensitive point in my spine.I was soon on the floor,Mag on me,his lips attacking mine.

I got a lot to say to you
Yeah, I got a lot to say
I noticed your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here
And it makes no sense at all

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two i was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this

If you want to play it like a game
Well, come on, come on, let's play
Cause I'd rather waste my life pretending
Than have to forget you for one whole minute

They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies
They taped over your mouth
Scribbled out the truth with their lies
You little spies

Crush, crush
(Two, three, four!)

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two i was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this now

Rock and roll, baby
Don't you know that we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, hey (Hey!)
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
I need something to sing about
Rock and roll, Hey
Don't you know, baby, we're all alone now?
Give me something to sing about

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two i was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than this
No, oh

Nothing compares to a quiet evening alone
Just the one, two I was just counting on
That never happens
I guess I'm dreaming again
Let's be more than
More than this
                 "No,i don't wanna be just some fuck!"I pushed him off and stared at those eyes through blurry tear.
              "Hun,you were the one who thought of me as the fuck."Magnus chuckled."I guess I'm dreaming again but lets be more than this."He straddled me."I want you,and i want you to think of me and not him when were together.I don't wanna be a distraction,i wannabe the main attraction."He purred,nibbling my ear.I moaned and rolled me hips,nodding hurriedly.
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